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Need Healing in Body Demonic Attack or witchcraft attacks Kundalini Issues - feeling strange things going up and down the spine and been involved in new age, occult, witchcraft in my past Mental Issues (depression, bipolar, other) Feel Stuck and blocked in my life, in finances Rejection (I don't fit in) I feel abandoned by God Generational Curses My generations involved in Freemasonry Fear and Anxiety due to trauma Feel hurt from others and feel tormented I have bitterness towards others I self abuse - not take care of myself Oppression and Heaviness Was involved in the occult, new age, and feel attacks from the demons I was involved sexually and tormented or have guilt and shame I have uncontrollable sexual appitite and have pornography addictions I've been molested and/or raped and feel unclean I have an eating problem (anorexia, bolemia, or overeating) I feel like I am too bad for God to forgive me I cannot forgive myself None apply to me. My problem is different |
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Growing up I could meet my mom's expectations Growing up I could not meet my mom's expectations Growing up I could meet my dad's expectations Growing up I could not meet my dad's expectations I had an overly strict parent(s) I had an overly critical parent(s) I have a hard time forgiving myself for my past mistakes I grew up walking on eggs around my parent(s) I grew up in an alcoholic home I grew up in a drug environment My mom did not nurture me My dad was not involved in my life My parents did not discipline me My parents did not establish a routine in my life I felt controlled and put down 50% of the time I was not planned and feel like I was rejected by them I felt like I was a mistake being born I mom was strong and manipulated me with guilt My dad was strong and manipulated me guilt I never felt good enough I was sexually abused in the home I was sexually abused outside the home I was verbally and/or physically abused by my dad I was verbally and/or physically abused by my mom I feel insecure 50% of the time I feel worthless 50% of the time I battle with depression 50% of the time I have a broken heart I am performance oriented to feel good about myself to get praise My parents were not married when I was conceived My parent(s) - adultery My parents divorced when I was young Forced to have an abortion None apply to me |
My spouse manipulated me My spouse physically abused me My spouse emotionally abused me My spouse verbally abused me I lost a child after birth I lost a child miscarriage My spouse refuses to work Moved many times in our marriage because of finances We lived homeless or lived with family to make ends meet My spouse drinks too much that causes problems My spouse does street drugs and legal drugs (addiction) I ended up divorcing I'm stuck in the relationship My husband rapped me I've lost jobs because of the abuse at home I have a good marriage I lived with a man who abused me I chose to have an abortion(s) None apply to me My spouse is a narcissist and he emotionally plays games My spouse makes me do unnatural sex None of This applies to me |
I don't fit in I feel insecure I feel accusation by others I feel that God has rejected me I have self-pity I false burden bearning Hard for me to make decisions I suppress my feelings I have a broken heart from my family I have a broken heart from my husband/wife I suffer from self-accusation, self-condemnation, self-blaming myself when things go wrong Need for love, Approve and Acceptance fro others Need for identity I feel despair 50% of the time I take on false responsiblity I murmure and complain a lot Something must be wrong with me I don't feel like I belong anywhere I try to meet other people's expectations and feel guilt when others are made or disappoined in me I'm bombarded with negative thoughts that I cannot control I am performance oriented to feel good about myself or to get praise from others or at work I have fear of rejection I feel like everyone is against me It matters what people think of me I get jealous of others I overthink trying to make a decision or replay hurts Self-comparing myself to others Self-critical voice Self-curse myself when things go wrong Self-doubt myself Projecting things to go bad in the future I get paranoid that people are talkinga bout me I have a hard time trusting God - I don't think he is for me or loves me I get anxious around relationships I have a hard time saying no when I know I need too - fear of rejection Excessive worrier - finances, family members, marriage, job, relationships, etc. I am highly competitive and cannot lose I pick fights with people to reject me I reject others before they reject me I'm self-centered Stubborness Love power and position I control others so that I don't get hurt I feel like I've been overlooked I feel I am stupid I feel like no one cares about me I suffer from oppression and heaviness I am not loved I feel like I have no value to anyone or God I live with guilt, shame, and regret from the past I think about suicide at times I've tried to take my life I have a drinking problem I have addiction to pornography - online, phone sex, watching dirty videos, etc. I have addiction to sex I have addiction to gambling I feel like a victim I've self-mutilated myself in the past or currently hurt myself when things go wrong - self-cutting, not eating, etc. I feel not necessary, important or needed I suffer from anorexia or bolemia None appply to me |
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I feel resentful of that person I feel hurt and want to get even I intentionally turn away to ignore and avoid him or her When someone mentiones his or her name it leaves a bitter taste in my mouth Just thinking about him or her makes me sick to my stokmach When I think of the person I feel offended I resent his or her success hearing any good report about him or her I secretly desire misfortune or failure or worse to come to his or her life I don't believe I have to forgive them I know I need to forgive them I am having a hard time forgiving him or her I feel separated from God when I pray I conemn people I am judgmental and accusatory I gossip to others about what they did to me I keep a record of wrong I feel misunderstood I feel tormented and cannot stop replaying what this person did to me I refuse to forgive him or her or them None of the above apply to me Make sure you fill out the Bitterness List: https://www.mycontactform.com/hosted/form.php?formid=454737 |
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Fear of Deliverance Fear of Demons I suffer from Panic Attacks and Phobias Fear of Tomorow or the Future I suffer from Self-Doubt Fear of Making a Mistake Dread - projecting things to go wrong in into the future Fear of Change Fear of the Unknown Speculative Fear Fear of Loss Fear of Losing Life Fear of Death Fear of the Dying Process Fear of Disease such as Cancer Fear of Losing Children to Death Fear of Losing Children to the World Fear of Loss of Relationships Fear of Chronic Pain Fear of Emotional Pain Fear of Disability Fear of Doctors/Hospitals Fear of Needles Fear of Blood Fear of God in a Negative Way Fear of God's Punishment Fear of God's Judgment Fear of Other People's Judgment Fear of Losing Salvation Fear of Fear Superstition Fear of Bad News Fear-Faith (counterfeit faith based on works) Fear of Betrayal Fear of Man Fear of Authority Self-Consciousness Felling of Inferiority Fear of Criticism Fear of Reproof Fear of Harrassment Face Reader and When someone does not look happy afraid it is my fault Fear of Disapproval Fear of Verbal Rejection Fear of Reproached - Being Shamed Fear of Humiliation Fear of Bad Choices Fear of saying the wrong thing where I will look llike a fool Fear of people finding out my past Fear of Rejection Fear of Abandonment Fear of being aone and loneliness Fear of not haiving enough of necessities (food, drin, clothing, housing) Fear of poverty fear of failure Fear of losing my mind - insanity Fear of the dark, night terrors Fear of antigens Fear of food, drink, clothes, housing, environment Fear of chemicals Gone through trauma where I felt horror, shock, terror, numbness Fear of noices that cause me to tense up Fear of animas (snakes, spiders, mice, dogs, etc.) Fear of being controled and manipulated by guilt Out of my fear I manipulate and control others Fear of family members Fear of spouse Fear of natural disasters Fear of water Fear of war and terrorism Fear of conflict with others Fear of authority Fear of pregnancy Fear of water and drowning Fear of heights, bridges, flying, etc. Fer of being wrobbed Fear of losing my job I get anxious around relationships None of the above |
I compare myself to others I feel the Lord blesses others over me I covet what others have I feel discontented with my life I have a hard time trusting God I have a critical fault finding spirit or judgmental spirit or it is in my family I am very competitive with others - some of my family members are I fight with pride - some of my family are very prideful I feel superiority over others I have self-ambition I strife (fight with others) when they do not agree with me - some of my family members strive I have jealousy around my spouse I can be possessive in relationships I can control, manipulate others - some of my family members control and manipulate I have inordinate relations - soul ties I have stolen in the past I have a hard time when someone gets a promotion - I get jealous I get suspicious or my family are very suspicious of peoopole My mom was jealous of me, my brothers or sisters were jealous with me My family backbitting, belittling, dispute, emnity towards each other I am boastful None of the above |
When someone accuses, I feel I have to defend myself I feel like the escapegoat I feel misunderstood with my family When someone accuses me, I feel I have to fight back I accuse others I get offended very easily There is divorce in my family I replay what others have done to me over and over again I feel like the Lord has let me know and I accuse God for my bad fortune I accuse my parents for my misfortune When I get accused, I isolate When others hurt me, I become very deceitful I have a personality of accusation I gossip about people I fault find I have chaotic thinking I have scramling thoughts None of the above |
American Indian Ceremonies Herbal Medicine Sweat Lodge Powwows Dream Catcher in Your House Medicine Wheel Angel Worship Yoga of any type Ascended Masters: Elizabeth Clair Prophet Astral Projection Astrology Horoscopes Zodiac Signs Aura Reading Automatic Writing Chanting / Mantras Charms: Ankh, Talismans, Indian Horns, Horeshoe, Rabbit's Foot, Scarub Energy Balancing: Chi, Ying and Yang, and Other Clairvoyance: Clair Audience, Mental Telepathy, ESP Colorology Conjuration: Incantation, Channeling, Mediums Course of Miracles: Helen Schumann, Kenneth Wapnick, Gerald Jampolsky Crystal Balls / 8 Ball Crytals, Birth Stones, Power Rocks for Energy, Balancing, Healing Cultural Pagan Ceremonies Death / Dying Movement: Elizabeth Kublar-Ross, Tibetan Book of the Dead, Into the Light, and others Deja Vu Divination: Tarot, Fortune Telling, Tea Leaf Reading, Handwriting Analysis, Pam Reading, I Ching, Numerology, False Prophecy Dream Work: Jungian, Sinoi Drug Trips, Recreational Drugs Dungeons & Dragons, Magic Echankar Eniagrams Familiar Spirits Necromancy, Family Spirits, Seances, Table Tipping, Spiritism Feminism, Goddess Worship Fetishes, Power Objects False Prophets: JeanDixon, Nostradamus, False Profits in the Church Feng Shui Financial bondage to the occult Fire-Walking Gurus, Transcendental Meditation, Hare Krisnas, Deepak Chopra, Self-Realization Fellowship Humanism: Human Potential Movement, Actualizations, The Forum, Life Spring, Christian version, EST (Erhard Seminar Training) Hypotism Self-Hypotism, Subliminal Tapes Incense, Moxibustion Inner Peace Movement KKK, Racism Magic: Black, White, Stage Magic Martial Arts: Tai Chi, Karate, Judo, Kung Fu, Aikido Mediums: Edgar Cayce, Arthur Ford, JD Knight, Swedenborg, Jane Roberts, Others Metphysics Mind Idolatry / Mensa New Age Thinking New Signs of the NEw Age: Unicorns, Rainbows, New Age Symbols, Rock Music, Hippie Memorabilia Occult Books Occultic Fictional Charters: Elves, Genies, Leprechauns, Easter Bunny, MOther Earth,Gaia, Tooth Fairy Occultic Music: Demonic Rock Music, Stephen Halpern, Slam Dancing, other Occultic Virtual Reality Ouija Board Pagan Religion/Paganism in Christianity Parapsychology Pilates Poltergeists Psychic reading / Psychic Portraits Rebirthing Reincarnation / Past Life Regression Satanism: Satan Worship, Halloween, Pentagrams Science Fiction: Sstar Trek, Star Wars, UFO's, Aliens, The Force, others Shamanism / Caarols Casteneda Other Not Listed None |
Silva Mind Control, Mind Dynamics Sorcery / Pharmakeia Spiritism / Spirit Guides Status of Idols: Diana, Angels, Mercury, Venus, Buddha, Idolization of Movie Stars, Musicians, Athletes, Gurus Stonehenge, Machu Picchu, Gone to Hindu Temples or Budda Temples Superstition: Fear of Black Cats, Wishing on a Star, Friday the 13th, Salt over the Shoulder, etc. Theosophy: Alice Bailey, The Plan, Theosophical Society, Annie Besant, HP Blavatsky, Krishnammuri Transcendental Meditation, Empything your mind Soaking Prayer Voodoo / Santaria / Voudon Waterwitching / Geomancy Warlock, Male and Female Witches, Wicca Witchcraft: spells, potions, etc. Jezebel / Ahab Spirit: Control and Manipulaton, Matriarchal Witchcraft - Controling others Kundalini / Chakra, Third Eye, Tantra, Kamasutra Inner Healing Fire Tunnels Other Stuff None |
Eastern Philosophies Hinduism Gurus Bahaism Buddhism Zen, Vipassana, Tibetan Buddhism, Buddhist Meditation Cabala / Jewish Mysticism Scientology Secret Brotherhoods / Sisterhoods - Fraternities and Sororities, Blood Oaths Rosicrucianism The Way International Unification Churh: Moonies Urantia Freemasonry Eastern Star Rainbow Girls Elk Lodge Orange Lodge Independent Order of Odd Fellows Ancient Order of the Foresters Other None |
Deep confusion Sometimes hatred of God Distrust of God Inability of Sleep Night torment or terror Hostility and agreession Impatience Control of Others Suspicion (Paranoia) Frustration Insanity Depression Heaviness and Oppression Tormenting Thoughts Certain types of pain especially in relationship to the central nervous system Out of body experiences Division maker and trouble makers Obsessions Inability to hear God's voice Falling Asleep in Church Seeing Orbs Seeing Ghostly Figures Falling Asleep while reading the bible Rebelion against God no matter how hard you try Stubborness Disobedience to God's Word as a chronic activity Losing interest in attending church Losing interest in reading God's Word I feel like knives are stabbing me I feel movement in my body like a snake Inability to develop a prayer relationship with God I have made vows not to be like my mom or dad I have self cursed myself Sicknesses that doctors cannot figure out I blasphemy God and the Holy Spirit I have convulsions Other None |
Acupuncture Ayurveda Homeopathy Naturopathy Chinese or oriental medicine Body movement therapy Tai Chi Electromagnetic Therapy Reiki Qigong Quantum healing Biofeedback Visual and guided imagery Chelation therapy Craniosacral therapy Crystal healing Cupping Dowsing Magnetic therapy Shiatsu Therapy touch Energy psychology Feng Shui Graphology Isolation tanks Isopathy Irdology Light therapy Five Elements Flower essence therapy Bach Flower therapy Messages from new agers New thought Nature therapy Pranic healing Reflexology Rolfing structural integration Recreation therapy Radonics Sound therapy Using Vitamins and Herbs for divine healing Trigger points Water cure Other None |
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Sex outside of marriage Living with the opposite sex Homosexual pullings Multi-partner orgies Sexual deviation Pornography online Lesbianism Pedophilia Polygomy Filthy Mind Anal Sex Spirit of Perverseness Exhibitionism Sexual masochism Voyeurism Prostitution Masturbation Had an abortion Forced someone to have an abortion I was forced to have an abortion Phone Sex Internet Sex - pornography Was in human trafficking Worked in a strip club - dancing I'm fluid - both sexes I used sex as a weapon as controling others I've been rapped I was born out of wedlock Watched pornography movies before sex with boyfriend or husband I had an affair wile married My mom had an affair while married to my dad My dad had an affair while married to my mom I had a divorce(s) My parents had a divorce(s) I feel overly sexed - I think about the other people I've been with even when I have sex with my husband I feel overly sexed - I think about the men I've been with even though I am not married Habitual problem with stealing Habitual problem with lying Selfish ambition Drinking problem Drug addiction (street or prescription drugs) Fits of rage when I don't get my own way Bring division to others Try to control others Have problems with cursing I am a self-centered person I have abused others (verbally) I have abused others (physically) I have abused others (emotionally) I have herpes I am cunning and crafty I have a religious spirit and made people fall away I am deceiftul I've buried my talents Other None of the above |
I must perform to receive praise and love (God or Man) I only get love in how I act (God or Man) I must earn it to get love (God or Man) I must look a certain way to get love (God or Man) None of the Above |
I Am Helpless I Am Incompetent I Feel Vulnerable I Am Not Loveable I Am Inferior I Am Not Likeable I Am UnWorthy I Am Bad I Am Stupid I Am A Burden to Others None of the Above |
Yes No Sometimes None at all |
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Yes No Sometimes I don't believe in Tithing |
Yes No Not since covid and watch it on TV |
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